ADSHJIKIDHH ! 2011 just flew away half of it just like that :O Yeahh, dah bulan puasa, dah na raya, dah periksa bulan Ogos, dah kena tibai dgn makbapak pasal result, dah kena denda dgn cikgu, kena marah ta payah cakap laa kan :P Have you guys taken your August's test ? DAHH ! Sama laa kita :3 Na tahu result, ehem ehem. Me with all my heart I wanna say I got a freaking B for BM (: Can you guys imagine that ? Im Malaysian but still I never get a freaking A in my BM. And sekolah dgn baik hatinya na bagi kita org extra classes. Pengetua, really appreciate it (: Nasib baik cikgu th ta bosan kalau tidak, blimey, Im gonna die cause of boringness.

Sejak kebelakangan nihh, my life is kinda hectic. There's so many things happen. Got some problems solved but few of them I just cannot face it any more and let it flow without knowing the consecuences that will happen. Nihh, na tanya satu bnda. Have you guys ever feel wanna be with somebody so bad unfortunately, you just can't cause you afraid of what going to happen next or worst he will leave you after hearing your feelings towards them ? NEVER ?! You guys are some lucky shit. Is this normal, I mean by having this feelings at my age ? Is it too early ? Will people think me as a slut or something ? Let say, you know a guy, he keeps saying these sweet shits but he never tell his feelings. And you just waiting for that moment to happen or maybe you just dreaming, he just playing with your heart. Shit, WHY ?! I admit that Im still young for this shit or is it just normal for a fourteen year old feeling these shits? I keep asking the same freaking questions everyday T.T God, help me. Jangan biar nafsu menguasai diriku ini. Berikanlah aku hidayahMu, Ya Allah. Amin. Maybe aku kena pergi kaunseling ke apa? Ta tahulah, but yang aku tahu that this feeling is absolutely WRONG ! Ohyeahh, raya nanti datang laa rumah. Tak payahlaa malu yaa (: Assalamualaikum.