Mental

I'm physically tired but it's not just that, I'm also mentally tired. Mentally tired is something that you don't want at all, trust me. You just have this one thing in your mind every minute, every second. That 'problem' haunting you every minute, when you forgot bout it just for a second, it will pop back in your mind again. Then, what you do? You just have to face it over and over again and knowing that you NEVER EVER FUCKING CAN SOLVE THIS FUCKING THING IN ANY FUCKING SOLUTION. YOU JUST FUCKING CAN'T. FUCK. Please don't be like me, when you got a problem solve it, or tell to someone. It'll make you a little bit sooth don't end up cutting yourself coz you can't handle it anymore Adios. xx 


EVERYTHING'S SO HARD. FUCK